Wednesday, April 8, 2009

headache

Headaches are the worst when they don't go away.

I've decided that while I am in school I want to take more psychology classes, because the more I'm learning about it all the more interesting it's becoming to me. Its hard to not find learning about the mind and how people act NOT interesting.

Going back to work tomorrow, I'm not looking forward to it at all but until I can find something else I just need to suck it up and get it over with. I just want it to be the weekend. Saturday night is a party in New Brunswick that should be a good time and Sunday I actually have off for Easter, though I'm not sure that it will be that good considering I have to spend the day in south Jersey with my Dad. I'm keeping my fingers crossed that he wont be an asshole, but he always seems to let me down.

16 more days to go and then Rick is home. It's been hard, I don't know how I'm doing it but now that it's so close and the days are nearing single digits I can't help but get excited when days seem to go by faster and faster. I'm hoping that once he's home he'll be home for a while before he leaves on tour again, but I have a feeling that it's just wishful thinking on my end. It just really sucks when it feels like half of you is missing, and that is exactly how I feel when he leaves because honestly with out him I don't feel like I'm all there. Kinda crazy but thats howI feel and I wouldn't trade the feelings that I have for him for the world.

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